I don’t like that I don’t feel like a “real” or “good” academic simply because I do not work all the time and have no publications as of right now.
But the reason I don’t work all the time or have sent things out to be published is because I chicken out that what I have done isn’t good enough.
So basically my procrastination is caused by imposter syndrome that leads to a cycle that keeps feeding itself.
That can’t be a healthy environment
I seriously used the phrase "Marxist determinism" in here.
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