pro-soup activist 🥫 @swirlz@skull.website

#SkullSongs
hayley williams - simmer (caroline polachek remix)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoLYNVLsu-g

attention

i gots mentahl illness govna

i wish a bitch would (kiss me)

lol ya right

maybe everything is fine and its all in my head

nothing matters
the importance of nothing

me: *about to queue up Wolfman by The Front Bottoms 5 times in a row*

jo: youre so depressed

winter is gonna be fucking rough and i dont even know what to do to try and mitigate it. i wont be able to take as many walks, wont be able to utilize the parks as much, i can already feel my motivations for my hobbies decaying spent 20 min just staring at the piano yesterday. still applying for jobs and getting nothing back. truly what else is there to do but accept that i basically just have to be chronically, seasonally, and situationally depressed until??? something ??? happens???

perfecting the balance of giving way too much of a shit about everything and knowing nothing matters at all

personally i dont actually like feeling this way all the fucking time, but alas, i am but a momentary speck in the continuous sludgery of time, so fuck me right